Hugh Hefner’s former girlfriend Holly Madison is gracefully trying to accept the Playboy mogul’s engagement to Crystal Harris, but tells OK! that she isn’t likely to be be attending the actual wedding. “Probably not,” Holly explained to OK! of not going to the ceremony.
“I just feel everybody would be looking at me to see what my reaction is. Not to sound conceited that I would steal the show, but even now my Twitter feed is full of questions about it because it was profiled on Girls Next Door so much that I wanted to get married.”
It’s not that Holly doesn’t want to support Hef, but doesn’t think her presence would be right.
“That wouldn’t be fair to me, Hef or Crystal to go to a wedding and have everybody looking at me like having someone on camera who loses an award, plus I work!”
While Holly will most likely not be partaking in any wedding festivities, she did sit down with her ex-boyfriend to discuss her feelings on the matter.
“I wanted to save my reaction for the show,” Holly explained to OK! at the press junket for Holly’s World season two. “I have a lot of different layers of feelings. I can’t just make a one-sentence statement about it so I am glad that I got a chance to do that on the show.”
Holly’s World co-stars Josh Strickland and Angel Porrino agree with their pal on her emotions.
“I am sure that there are feelings there that nobody can understand, but I think that enough time has passed,” Josh explained, while Angel added that the situation is just “Water under the bridge.”
All in all, Holly may be dealing with her ex moving on, but she is taking strides too, with a new boyfriend of her own.
“You get to meet my boyfriend in the first episode. He is a guy I met a few months ago. He is really cool!” she gushed to OK!.