Baby number three is just a few months away, but Kailyn Lowry's nerves are already setting in!
In a new blog post on KailLowry.com
, the Teen Mom 2
star confessed heartbreaking details about how her life, as well as her sons lives, will change in a few short months.
The pregnant star explained that this past holiday weekend, she packed up and took the boys, Isaac and Lincoln, on a weekend getaway because she "didn't have to worry about pumps or bottles or formula or strollers and infant car seats." She added, "I have really loved this age the kids are at because of these things and them being old enough to start remembering trips and being able to do a lot more on them."
As fans may know, she is expecting her third child with her third baby daddy
this summer and is ready to take on parenthood as a single mother. She wrote, "Within the next 3 months, my entire life is going to change. All of our lives are going to change. We won't be able to pick up and leave to go on spontaneous trips for a while and I will have to schedule our days around the baby's nap and feeding times."
Adding, " And even if the boys are with their dads I will have baby #3 in tow so no alone trips for me either. With the timing of this one too, I know I won't be able to spend a whole lot of time at home with baby and be actively looking for a job shortly after I have him/her."
With the third baby daddy's identity still not 100% confirmed, she wrote, "I think I'm most worried about the changes ahead but also that I will have this baby 24/7 by myself with no help. I'm going to be a single parent from the beginning! "
But despite the major change and being a single mother
, she admitted, "I wouldn't change much, if anything." She continued, "I know all the sacrifices we make as mothers are well worth it in the end. Just like you, I have to vent and I just feel like as a mom things are always changing. You might read this and say 'But you made this decision.' And I did make this decision. Just like anyone, I needed to vent and can't help but to be nervous about all the changes *but blessings* ahead!"
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