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PHOTOS: Tila Tequila Grieves with Her Boobs Out
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Jan. 7 2010, Published 12:29 p.m. ET
For someone who claims to be so overwhelmed with sadness over the death of her fiancée Casey Johnson that she hasn't "slept for days," Tila Tequila looked quite bright-eyed and bushy-tailed as she posed for photographers and chatted with reporters outside her L.A. home this afternoon. The chesty reality star apparently put on her special mourning cut-off shorts and dropped flowers from her garden down her cleavage in a gesture of... something or other. Okay, so maybe it's not exactly the same as wearing a black veil and mourning in silence, but everyone grieves in their own way, right? Right?