NEWS'Teen Mom' Maci: "My Biggest Fear is Losing Bentley"
Sept. 28 2010, Published 8:03 a.m. ET
Ryan Edwards spoke exclusively to OK! claiming Teen Mom Maci Bookout cheated on him shortly after giving birth to their son Bentley and now Maci is speaking out, admitting she is fearful that she will lose her son.
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In an interview with RadarOnline.com, Maci opens up about the challenges and joys of being a Teen Mom.
The most difficult thing for Maci to overcome has been loneliness.
"Being somewhat alone," Maci said is the most difficult part of teen motherhood. "None of my friends have children so it's hard to have a close friendship with anyone. Also, having to go to college and worry about homework and financial issues."
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But the most rewarding part has been, "Waking up everyday to beautiful little boy who loves me more than anything."
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Still, Maci has her hopes and fears for the futures.
"My biggest fear is losing Bentley, second is probably letting myself and my family down," Maci explained. "I hope to create and maintain a good and healthy life for Bentley and myself."
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Even though Maci is in a custody battle with Bentley's father Ryan, she's still been spending plenty of time with Bentley to witness his milestones.
"Car, Bubba, rawr!, booboo, bike, and of course momma," Maci said are Bentley's favorite words right now and added, "He peed in the potty for the first time last night!"
A new episode of Teen Mom airs tonight at 10/9c on MTV!
