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Public Enemy! Chris Brown Confesses: 'I Was Thinking About Suicide' After Rihanna Assault
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Chris Brown is no stranger to controversy, but his most controversial incident was certainly his assault on Rihanna back in 2009. And now, the singer is confessing that the backlash from fans made him consider taking extreme measures!
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In a new trailer for his upcoming documentary Welcome to My Life, the 26-year-old confessed that after the incident, "I was thinking about suicide and everything else."
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After the 2009 attack, Chris was sentenced to five years of probation, even though he and RiRi ended up going back out in 2012.
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"I went from being on top of the world, number one songs and kinda being like America's sweetheart to being public enemy number one," Chris continued. "I felt like a monster."
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