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Kate Middleton 'Envies' Sister-In-Law Meghan Markle's Ability To Have 'Ease In Front Of Crowds'
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June 12 2019, Updated 8:33 p.m. ET
Kate Middleton balances a busy life with being a mother and full-time royal. In public, it looks like she can handle it all with ease. But sometimes she needs a little bit of help behind-the-scenes. She's also a bit envious of her sister-in-law Meghan Markle when comes to waving to the crowds on a daily basis. Kate can't help but admire Meghan's poise and grace in the public eye.
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A source revealed to Us Weekly about how Kate truly feels when handling her royal engagements.
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“Kate still finds these huge public events overwhelming. She’s always been naturally shy," the source said.
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“Truth be told, she envies sister-in-law Meghan’s ease in front of crowds,” the insider added.
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But the Duchess of Cambridge is very good at inspiring “everyone with her ability to paste a huge smile on her face.”
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The insider continued, "She knows she has a responsibility to be front and center, given that one day these events will be in honor of her husband. It’s something she’ll have to work at for the rest of her life.”
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