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Lamar Odom Comes Clean: DRUGS & CHEATING Ruined My Marriage To Khloe
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Mar. 29 2017, Updated 1:57 p.m. ET
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Lamar Odom is finally opening up about his years of drug abuse and his near-death experience in 2015. “I’m a walking miracle,” Khloe Kardashian's ex-husband told Us. He said he suffered 12 strokes and two heart attacks after being found comatose at a brothel near Las Vegas.
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Odom was using cocaine and drinking and cheated on Kardashian during their four-year marriage. Kardashian delayed the divorce during Odom's recovery, but finally refiled in May 2016 after he was caught drinking at L.A.’s Beverly Center.
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"I was hiding it for a while," Odom told Us about his drug use, "but then I got frustrated and was like, f--k it." Kardashian caught him doing cocaine (his "drug of choice") in the "man cave" she'd made for him in their home. "She was disappointed. So was I," he said.
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Odom said being on the show also made it easier for him to cheat. "When I became Khloé Kardashian’s man and on TV, it made me look more enticing," he said. "Bitches and THOTs came out of the woodwork. If there is one thing I regret when I was married, it was having multiple affairs with different women. That wasn’t the stand-up thing to do."
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Once Kardashian filed for divorce in 2013, Odom moved into an apartment in L.A. "I wasn’t trying to repair my marriage; I was just trying to get high," he said. "My life was all about drugs at that point. It probably helped the end of my career come along a little faster because drugs killed my drive to want to train and be in shape."
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He says he wasn't drunk or high that night at the brothel, that he just fell asleep sober. "When I woke up four days later, I was trying to pull the tubes out of my mouth," he said. Odom was shocked that Kardashian was by his side. "It was definitely a moment of relief." Odom completed a stay at San Diego’s Casa Palmera rehab center in January and is now sober.
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