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VIDEO: Octomom Admits She "Screwed Up" Her Life
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Aug. 19 2009, Published 10:30 a.m. ET
Amidst footage of Nadya Suleman trying to calm down eight crying babies from Octomom: The Unseen footage, the infamous mother of 14 reflects on her decision to become the Octomom, saying she only thought of saving her embryos in the hopes that one would live, and not of the future. "I screwed myself. I screwed up my life, I screwed up my kids' lives," she admits.
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