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Amber Portwood Posts Heartbreaking Message Weeks After Arrest: 'I'm Going Through Pain'
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Jan. 2 2020, Updated 10:02 p.m. ET
Amber Portwood has had a rough few weeks. The Teen Mom OG star took to social media to post a heartbreaking message just weeks following her arrest.
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"Every morning this beautiful soul is right by my side to make me feel comfortable when I'm a bit down," she captioned a video of her sweet pup.
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She told fans, "Remember who I am not what you hear."
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She added, "Still sending all my love and prayers to everyone in need and I won't stop helping even when I'm going through pain."
![Amber portwood instagram son james with dad andrew glennon photo](https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/ND-A5DrXq/480x307/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.29.35-PM.jpg 480w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/ND-A5DrXq/640x409/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.29.35-PM.jpg 640w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/ND-A5DrXq/768x490/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.29.35-PM.jpg 768w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/ND-A5DrXq/1024x653/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.29.35-PM.jpg 1024w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/ND-A5DrXq/1280x817/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.29.35-PM.jpg 1280w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/ND-A5DrXq/1440x919/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.29.35-PM.jpg 1440w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/ND-A5DrXq/1600x1021/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.29.35-PM.jpg 1600w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/ND-A5DrXq/2160x1378/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.29.35-PM.jpg 2160w)
On July 5th, Amber was arrested for domestic battery following an incident with her boyfriend, Andrew Glennon.
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She threw a shoe at him while he was holding their son, James, and allegedly tried attacking the 35-year-old with a machete.
![amber-portwood-instagram-son-james-with-dad-andrew-glennon-photo](https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/y1WleW51_/480x307/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.32.11-PM.jpg 480w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/y1WleW51_/640x409/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.32.11-PM.jpg 640w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/y1WleW51_/768x490/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.32.11-PM.jpg 768w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/y1WleW51_/1024x653/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.32.11-PM.jpg 1024w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/y1WleW51_/1280x817/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.32.11-PM.jpg 1280w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/y1WleW51_/1440x919/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.32.11-PM.jpg 1440w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/y1WleW51_/1600x1021/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.32.11-PM.jpg 1600w, https://media.okmagazine.com/brand-img/y1WleW51_/2160x1378/2019/03/Screen-Shot-2019-03-07-at-12.32.11-PM.jpg 2160w)
Following the incident, a no-contact order was placed for Andrew and James against Amber.
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Just weeks later, Amber won big in court on July 25th and finally received some good news. The no-contact order was lifted and she was granted supervised visits with the 1-year-old.
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The no-contact order for Andrew remains in place.
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During her day in court, Amber was supported by her entire TMOG cast, including her first baby daddy, Gary Shirley.
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