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Lamar Odom 'Would Still Love To Be With' Ex Khloe Kardashian
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May 22 2019, Published 12:42 a.m. ET
Lamar Odom ruined his marriage to Khloe Kardashian with drugs and cheating but he never stopped loving her. The NBA star wishes they were still a couple, and discusses his feelings about their romance in his upcoming memoir Darkness To Light. Scroll through for details!
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Lamar, 39, has nothing but fond memories of his relationship with the reality star and has never fully gotten over her. "Lamar would still love to be with Khloe," a source dished to Us Weekly.
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The former Lakers player is going to go into detail about their connection in his book, which will be released on Tuesday, May 28.
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"He’ll talk about their relationship in the book, his regrets, the highs and the really lows," the source added, noting that Khloe, 34, "hasn't read the book."
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Despite going their separate ways, the pair have no lingering feelings of resentment or hatred towards each other.
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The source continued, "There’s no beef between them at this time. He’s always had love for her and her family.”
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Khloe and Lamar married in September 2009 after just one month of dating. They finalized their divorce in December 2016 after the athlete recovered from a drug overdose.
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