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Ryan Adams Confesses He Was ‘Too High’ To Remember Wedding To Ex Mandy Moore
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Oct. 12 2018, Published 5:15 p.m. ET
Mandy Moore’s ex-husband Ryan Adams recently opened up about their split and he didn’t sugarcoat anything! Read on to find out exactly what the musician had to say about their time together.
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In the November issue of Glamour, the This Is Us actress admitted that her marriage to Ryan was “not the smartest decision."
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She explained, “I don’t feel guilty for the divorce. I don’t fault myself for it. When people said, ‘I’m sorry,’ I was like, ‘No. Sorry would have been had I stayed in a very unhealthy situation.’ I didn’t. I found my way out. And when I did, things opened back up again.”
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Her ex quickly took to Twitter to defend himself. He wrote, “She didn’t like the Melvins or BladeRunner."
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“Doomed from the start…If only I could remember the start lol,” he continued.
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In a now-deleted tweet, Ryan went on to drop a huge bombshell. He admitted that due to his heavy drug abuse, he doesn’t recall their 2009 wedding.
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“When someone told me we got married I thought they were joking. Then I realized how many painkillers I was taking. Honestly there weren’t enough to numb the shock. Gollygooops,” he confessed.
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He even compared their almost seven-year-long marriage to “the spiritual equivalent of a soggy piece of cardboard.”
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Mandy has since moved on with beau Taylor Goldsmith. The pair confirmed their engagement in December of last year.
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What do you think about Ryan’s tweets about his former spouse! Let us know in the comments!