OK! Exclusive Video: Dorinda Medley Reveals The Reason She Feels Guilty About Her Late Husband’s Death In RHONY Sneak Peek

Dorinda Medley hasn’t held anything back on her premiere season of Real Housewives of New York, especially when it comes to her late husband’s death.

On last week’s episode of RHONY, viewers watched as Medley and Carole Radziwill bonded over the deaths of their late husbands. Although it has been years since Medley’s husband passed away, the memories of his death still brings her to tears.

In a sneak peek of tonight’s episode, Medley explained to Radziwill why she felt so guilty during her husband’s final days.

“I, at the end of it, was so physically and emotionally exhausted and so angry, I was angry at Richard [Medley] at the end,” Medley confessed. “I almost felt like after he died, I was happy he died. It was like the first night I ever slept was the night he died.”

PHOTOS: Carole Radziwill And Dorinda Medley Bond Over The Loss Of Their Late Husbands On RHONY

She added, “You don’t [sleep] because you’re so fearful that if you fall asleep, they might leave without you knowing so you don’t sleep.”

Despite how hard his sickness was, Medley said that taking care of her husband was “never a burden, it was an honor.”

For more on her husband’s death and how Medley took the news, watch the video above. The Real Housewives of New York City airs Tuesdays at 9pm ET/PT on Bravo.

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