Jenni 'JWoww' Farley Talks 'Heartbreaking' & 'Exhausting' Divorce From Roger Mathews

Jenni “JWoww” Farley looked back at her messy divorce from ex-husband Roger Mathews on the latest episode of Jersey Shore: Family Vacation. Following her talk with Angelina Pivarnick about their feud over her boyfriend Zack Carpinello, JWoww opened up about her split with pal Nicole “Snooki” Polizzi.

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Rome wasn’t built in a day.

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“[Angelina and I] were talking about regrets earlier. I’ve been thinking about the biggest one,” Jenni, 33, confessed to Snooki, 31. "Roger?” Nicole asked.

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Good day with the Disney JR squad. Thanks Mom for putting it together.

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“Yeah,” Jenni said. “I’m going through it with the divorce. It’s been almost a year since I filed. When you get divorced, you’re supposed to be celebrating and start a new chapter, but it’s really heartbreaking. And it’s stressful, the up and down battle of figuring out custody issues. I just don’t know when it gets better.” Snooki replied, "He’s the f***ing worst. But you always knew it wasn’t right.”

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She said she’s enjoying this 8 year anniversary dinner much more than the 7 year itch I gave her last year. #ThatWasADigustingSexJoke

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Roger, 44, and the mom of two were married for three years before calling it quits in 2018. JWoww filed for divorce in September 2018, but it wasn't finalized until almost a year later. The pair share daughter Meilani, 5, and son Greyson, 3.

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Meilani wanted to be an angel because that’s what We always called her “Angel baby”... and Bubby wanted to be “HULK SMASH” 😂😂

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The MTV star then filed for a restraining order against Roger in December 2018 after an alleged domestic violence incident at their New Jersey home.

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This is a huge day for @greysonmathews. I decided it was time to bring Grey on a short flight and see how he handles everything. With the help of @joyks11, tsa and over planning... we made it to the plane with zero tears 🙌🏼 next is takeoff ✈️ wish us luck 🙏🏽

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Jenni also admitted in the episode that her children give her strength and helped her through the divorce. “It's just really hard. They’re my bliss as I’m suffering....It’s more than exhausting. It can mentally break someone. I just want peace," she sobbed.

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Back to where it all started 🥰 strolled by where we had our first date 😏😘 @zackcarpinello

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Since her breakup, Jenni moved on to Zack, 24, whom she has been dating since earlier this year. However, a fight between Angelina, 33, JWoww and the wrestler ensued when Angelina claimed he hit on her during a trip to Las Vegas.

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Happy two year anniversary to my better half @chris_e_piss_e two years of craziness with you. Even though you drive me insane u are my best friend and the way you love our animals makes me love u even more. Happy 2 years babe ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #twoyears #fiance #mypaininass

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But JWoww and Angelina put their differences aside and tried to squash their beef. During the same episode, the two spoke about their feud and reconciled. “I appreciate the fact that she’s trying to olive branch it,” Jenni told Snooki about following their talk. “I’m tired of fighting with her all the time. She’s sorry, and I’m sorry, and I’m ready to move on.”

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Nothing like the double chin in the 4th picture to show my true self 😂😂😂🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️

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