Kendra Wilkinson Contemplated Suicide Following Hank Baskett’s Cheating Scandal
Jan. 28 2015, Updated 2:05 p.m. ET
Kendra Wilkinson’s world came crashing down when she discovered that her husband, Hank Baskett, cheated on her with a transsexual model. In previews for the two-part finale of Kendra on Top, the former playmate confesses that she questioned her life following the heartbreaking affair that took place while the reality star was eight-months pregnant with their second child, Alijah.
"I was at a real low," Kendra said in her confessional. "I even questioned my life. If it wasn't for breastfeeding Alijah, the bond I had with her, I feel like I would have probably ended my life. I felt like I'm not even supposed to be here."
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Hank finally tells his side of the devastating story in a sneak peak for Kendra On Top: The Untold Story. Hank explains that he went to his home with his father to tell Kendra the truth. “I immediately froze. I was scared,” he shared. “I felt like I was going to lose everything—my wife and my kids—because I couldn’t tell my true story to her.”
When he began to tell her what happened, he explained that she “started going ballistic.” He continued, “She walked immediately in our bathroom, grabbed her wedding rings and the rings I’ve gotten her and flushed them down the toilet,” she said.
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Kendra added, “I flush them so f--king fast and then I go on a rage… I was like, Oh my god. This is a f*cking monster I married. This is a f*cking crazy, sick f*ck that I married.”
When Hank then said that he didn’t tell her right away because she had told him in the past that marriage wasn’t for her, she fired back, “See, that offends me. I look at myself as a person you can talk to.” That comment forced Hank to reply, “You admitted for months you shut me off whenever I tried to talk to you!”
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