PHOTOSHeartbroken Khloé Lays Emotions Bare While Live-Tweeting 'KUWTK'
Nov. 5 2018, Updated 5:44 p.m. ET
Fans of Keeping Up with the Kardashians were near tears last night while watching the episode documenting Tristan Thompson's cheating scandal, during which Khloé finds out, just days before giving birth, that her baby daddy's been caught making out with other women. The Good American founder had a hard time reliving the traumatic event, and live-tweeted the whole thing. Read on to see what she had to say.
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"I love filming for the show and I am proud that we are all strong and brave enough to be vulnerable BUT we have to start airing shows closer to real time," Khloé shared last night during the show. "This episode is about 7 months old and it’s a lot to relive all over again But maybe I need to."
As the night went on, the reality TV star shared more raw emotions about how it felt to watch that difficult time in her life. "Oh my God my heart is racing!" she wrote. "So crazy how emotions never die! You may forgive but forgetting is not possible."
Khloé also went on to explain why she stayed in Cleveland and allowed Tristan in the delivery room when giving birth to True, despite the scandal. "I wanted to have a beautiful birthing experience for myself and for the memories of what I choose to share with True when she’s older," she wrote. "I want her to have videos and pictures of her daddy there, holding her etc. I want her to know she is LOVE and my happiness! Babies feel energy!"
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"I know this!" she continued. "I chose to put my feelings aside for the birth and to try and have as much positive energy that I could. My only thought was about the birth of my daughter. I wasn’t going to let ANYONE disrupt anything less than what she deserved. Joyous love. I chose to be mature & ..."
"... strong for True. I waited for this day for so many years! I know now, looking back that I was in shock because I couldn’t believe that this would ever happen to me but I’m still very proud of myself for how I handled everything. True gave me the peace and strength I needed."
Before the episode even aired, Khloé tweeted "Tonight’s episode is an uncomfortable and super emotional one for me, but when we signed up for this show over a decade ago, we signed up for a reality show, which meant showing you guys inside our lives, the good, the bad and the ugly."
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