The October issue of Vanity Fair has an interview with Nicole Kidman in which she discusses her marriage to Tom Cruise and an early heartbreak that came with it. "From the minute Tom and I were married, I wanted to have babies. And we lost a baby early on, so that was really very traumatic. And that’s when we would adopt [daughter] Bella (14).” She added, "There’s a complicated background to that, given that I never speak much about many things. One day maybe that story will be told." She also opens up about her relationship with husband and country star, Keith Urban. "I think we were two lonely people. I would probably say that two very lonely people managed to meet at a time when they could open themselves to each other. We were a mixture of frightened and brave." And she goes on to clear up those tabloid rumors that the two are in trouble. "I’ve learned an enormous amount having a relationship with someone who is in recovery,” she said, “I’m more than willing to walk it with him. The two of us are very committed to our relationship."