Moss claimed to have been going through a tough time since calling it quits with the California native on January 19, insisting that even just to address their split on social media had left him “feeling shaken right now.”
“This has been a learning experience for me, as someone who’s had to provide for everybody all the time, for friends, family, and if I was hurting, not even having an option to stop and just having to keep going for everyone else,” the model said.
“And trying to move forward each and every day.”
Moss carried on by saying that he’s been “hurting” a lot since they split earlier this month, but despite the mistakes he may have made during the relationship, he’s learned from his errors.
“This has f**king rocked me. I felt so many emotions, so much guilt, but also so much confusion, so much hurt, and I know that we both have.”
“And looking for so many answers before this even happened on how to make things better. But the reality of it is, life isn’t perfect. And we make mistakes. I’ve made a lot of them, I know we all do. My pops would always say you gotta hurt before you heal. I’ve been f**king hurting. A lot.”
The 32-year-old former football player stressed how tired he’d become of everyone around him telling him how to live his life.
In the process of trying to find the right answers, Moss told his fans that life is “about doing what makes you happy,” and that even if mistakes are made along the way, “nothing in life is permanent.”
Tears continued to run down his chiseled cheeks as he also offered viewers an update on how he’s been doing since calling it quits with Crawley, who claimed she was blindsided by the breakup since Moss never showed any signs that would've led her to believe things were of ending between the two.
“My heart was just f**king heavy, especially the last week. And at the end of the day, I think we all try to do the best that we can and make the best decisions that we think at the time,” he added.
“I will say, thank you to so many people that have sent love and support, not only to myself but also to Clare. I know she’s been f**king going through it. In whatever the case, I know that we’ll figure this out. Together, whatever it is.”