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Blac Chyna Reflects On The 'Pain She Caused' In Open Letter
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Apr. 23 2019, Published 3:10 p.m. ET
Blac Chyna is reflecting on her past. The mom of two posted an open letter on Instagram addressing her “painful” personal growth process and owning up to her mistakes.
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“Over the last couple of years, you guys have been given a perspective of who I am from the media and people closest to me," Blac Chyna, 30, began the lengthy message.
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“I have been bullied, humiliated, manipulated, and discredited as a mom,” she wrote.
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Though she expressed her hurt, she also acknowledged her own wrongdoings. “I’m not proud of some of the pain I have caused, and I am working to be the best me,” she shared. “Blac Chyna doesn’t define real name Angela White as a person.”
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In recent years, Blac Chyna has been in public clashes with her ex Rob Kardashian and her mother Tokyo Toni.
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“At 30, I am overwhelmed with the blessings I have,” the former reality star wrote. “Being a mother of two amazing children son King Cairo and daughter Dream. I don’t talk on things often, but I promise to give you guys more of me. Angela White Perspective.”
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Finally, she ended the letter thanking her fans for their “endless love” and support.
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What do you think about Blac Chyna’s publicly acknowledging her past mistakes? Share your thoughts in the comments section.